Mondo Oowada (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
shineoncrazydiamond) wrote2012-08-15 06:28 pm
shineoncrazydiamond) wrote2012-08-15 06:28 pm
PREPARE FOR FEELS;
...the hell am I?
[he's... dead, right? so. what gives. he knows he died. it's. what he deserved. they found him out after all. he's dead. not that he knows exactly what happens after you die but this, this isn't what he was expecting. he's walking through a cloudy grey fog, footsteps too loud on the ground beneath him.
a part of him expects to find something, a sign that tells him where he is or where to go.
he can't explain it but it feels like he's waiting for something, maybe someone.
his eyes flicker shut for a moment.
in his heart he knows it isn't daiya.
daiya would never go to hell.]
[he's... dead, right? so. what gives. he knows he died. it's. what he deserved. they found him out after all. he's dead. not that he knows exactly what happens after you die but this, this isn't what he was expecting. he's walking through a cloudy grey fog, footsteps too loud on the ground beneath him.
a part of him expects to find something, a sign that tells him where he is or where to go.
he can't explain it but it feels like he's waiting for something, maybe someone.
his eyes flicker shut for a moment.
in his heart he knows it isn't daiya.
daiya would never go to hell.]
that was literally the most flawless response
Aniki...I -
[There are so many things he wants to say, but he doesn't even know where to begin.
...Even if he did, he's still crying too hard to say much of anything.]
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ishimaru is an ugly crier, tears streaming heavily down his face, snot touching his upper lip. it makes oowada even more uncomfortable, makes him want to yell at him to stop because he doesn't know how to do anything else.
the last time he saw ishimaru had been before his execution, he'd been crying then too. denying everything, because it hurt too much to believe.
an angry bubble suddenly pops in his chest. the last time he saw ishimaru. the last time.]
Who...
[his fist clenches up, teeth grinding tight together.]
WHICH FUCKER DID IT!!!!
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He hesitates.
This question would've come up eventually, but he would've liked a little more time to consider how to answer it. The most straightforward way is to answer with Yamada's name, of course. After all, he is the one who landed the killing blow, and as far as Ishimaru is concerned, that's the end of that.
On the other hand, he can't deny that the conflict that sparked between them was also partly his own fault.]
It's...a little complicated...
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I WANT TO KNOW WHO KILLED MY BROTHER!!!
[had his brain not caught up to the reality of the situation he might be questioning if he deserves to ishimaru's brother anymore, much less friend after what he did.]
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